loneliness-complicated, complicated-loneliness.

  There is loneliness that is complicated and there is a loneliness that complicates. 

A candid conversation! 

It is very lonely at times.Why would you say that?

I am feeling like that.I cannot express. 

Define alone.

Any trigger which makes you feel that way? Yes,sans care,sans affection from someone special.

Met someone a few days back.Instant vibe. 

We were in touch for a month and suddenly she has become silent. Oh why do you think she has become silent and worst case scenario? 

She is busy,I guess and she will stop communication.

Why for what reason, prompted. She has been in depression and scared of pain. She says  her loneliness is complicated.

Why do you think it is complicated? .......She is a lesbian and not too sure though.How come it makes you feel lonely? 

She is not replying.Well let me be blunt here.

Feeling bad when you do not feel wanted anymore usually means there is some wound still open somewhere. 

In myself it always proved to yield terrible outcomes......like something damaged. 

There is regular communication and silence.I feel lost. 

You are seeking validation from communication with her.

Connect I said is what I was looking for.

I think the  only negative point is that you feel negative when something hints at you at being unwanted.......and that needs to be figured out.

How to deal?Why feel negative?That unwanted feeling,is that you should feel ? Why ?

I am aware of it.Yes understanding is there and application is tough. 

Yes something needs to be understood clearly.

What is it for you? 

I am understanding myself.

I think it is the opposite along with this. 

What is that ? 

You overestimate how much you have dealt with your issues resulting in understanding your value to yourself. 

                           This is a candid conversation which I felt important to share because it makes you understand 

                           Loneliness has to be managed.Respect your self.Wrong choice can lead to more loneliness.