Maa!

Self work never easy.Denial we are always ready to be in.Stories, we love to believe about ourselves.

Well,In the effort of trying to find the missing link,I went back to a few years of my life meditating on the time I was conceived.

 There is,I felt,HIs Truth, Her Truth and The Truth.When I realised THE TRUTH,the first thing it did to me was released the pain of my belongingness.

I found myself.I now belong to the mother inside me.

Blocked,unblocked and released.

The  pain inside me that was holding me back from wanting to give care, nurture myself and others.The pain that was released was an unbridled energy. 

Yes,my maternal  instinct became strong the moment I dealt with my pain. Attracting people in maternal way became just me.

As this youngster was having a conversation with me in my Therapy room, where there is no place for gloom,he suddenly said in a tone that was straight from the heart,I would not like to call you ma’am but Maa ! 

There was no need for me to hide my moist eyes. No sweat but love at its best.

As I was sitting on a bench after my lake this evening a charming young girl came and said Maa,Can I sit here? Sure please, I said to her and her father . 

I feel I have started attracting others to my maternal self. 

Life has its way of putting in your lap just what you need to experience.