Living in the Prayer.

  Even before an individual is born his  requirements are taken care of.This quote I read  in one of the interpretations of 'The Quran' some years back and i have held these words with faith..

Kumbh Mela will I be able to make it? I never even thought of it...until Sarika inspired.That push in our voice......god's grace to me.

What are the rules and responsibilities of seekers.This enlightenment.....does it come as  a magic wand or  is it just a matter of one voveran injection???What do you do with enlightenment?Old saying by a Tibetan monk... Before enlightenment chopping wood ...after enlightenment chopping wood.

As I'm counting my days, I am observing a shift in myself. The energy is completely in the vibe, 'living in the prayer'.Going with a seeker's mentality.Open to receive.

I'm finding myself in prayers ....not just for myself....but you ...me....every one else.

It's a deep commutative space.A very sacred one.

And some of the mental and physical preparations that I'm doing before I go is: letting go:Stuff in the house and stuff in the mind.

Forgiveness :Myself and others.

Judgment:No judgments about myself and others.

Acceptance: I accept where I am because I need to be here. I'm supposed to be here to fulfil my life's purpose.

The shift is WITHIN and WITHOUT.

With...in....more spiritual practices, chanting breath work.,One meal a day.

With..out... Hushing into daily life.

Prayers are becoming a lifestyle.

Excitement, attachment with God is a matter of gratitude.Things and people..... I just focus on sadhana.

The real essence of sadhu is in the sadhana साधु वो जो खुद को साधे।. What takes us there?Going through life, emotions, feelings.

The conversations with  God are getting more regular and deeper.It's a gift.

 Belonging there takes work.

तपस्या

 I celebrate my mind and body....imperfections to infections... mine and yours.

And I find myself in prayers.