The liberation of sita.

The career of the child...the invitation for TED TAlK......wonder who is more interesting.....Ted or the talk?
Life after retirement...the boundaries....marriage of the kids...projection of fake connections.....holier than thou attitude.....the waving off of the traffic challans...the war between the emotional and the rational mind...desire for approval from the near ones and not dear ones....freedom from the job....these were some thoughts that gripped my mind while I was trying my best to enjoy the Amaltas tree in front of my house overladden with yellow flowers.Well ..Last but not the least.....my ...my tea,coffee and me....while sipping my tea this morning I was reflecting...atleast trying.....understanding the real purpose of not the life...but my life.

Dealing with different aspects of life...emotional, physical, social,financial...spiritual!Been there...seen all! This going into and coming back to one self is quite a journey....WITHIN!
Something drops...that is the point of liberation. 

My thoughts shifted to recalling a Whats app conversation with a client...
I want my freedom!
From what ?
The pause...the Sacred Pause .
My own self....the reply came after about two hours.
        There you are!

At times we get into our own way.

Ahalya, in The liberation of Sita by Volga addressing the mix of confusion and innocence on Sita's face ,discussing deeply the real meaning of life says to Sita with a laughter that sounded like cascade of parijata flowers...What is so unjust? Outrageous? Each one to their own truth.Does anyone in the world have the power to decide between the truth and the untruth?

What does conducting an Inquiry imply Sita? Distrust, isn't it? Ahalya continues in in same breath.Would it be better instead to believe in either your Innocence or guilt?

Whatever gives you peace of mind,consider that as you truth the dialogue continued.

Right or wrong is my business...not for anyone to judge Sita.Sita unable to understand asked her,'Are you saying that even Maharishi Gautama does not have the authority?""Society gave him that authority, I didn't.
  Till I give it,no one can have that authority over me.

Stony silence.

I have spent all these years finding my identity Ahalya said to Sita. 

'Never agree to a trial,Sita. Don't bow down to authority.'

As I was reading these lines I couldn't but stop being in Gratitude for standing for my truth.

What is your truth? Belive in it.....because that is what you are giving to life..

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Gwyneth said…
I like the bit about no one has authority over me unless I allow it or give permission paraphrasing. But in my life actually I need to surrender my will and my life to a power greater than myself. That power for me, I call God and has all power. And has all power, this is my understanding. Each day I strive to be better than the day before. And with the help of my God I may get it partly better. I am not a Saint. I try for spiritual growth not spiritual perfection. God bless you.
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June 13, 2023 at 1:02 AM
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